i did it. it's official; i told eloy today, and november 14th will be my last day in the charlotte offices of firstunion, if not all of firstunion (he's looking in to the possibility of me telecommuting). other than that, it's been a hell of a few weeks, tho maybe i just feel overwhelmed bc i just watched an encore presentation of the first episode of alias (pretty exhiliarating stuff). i'm easily influenced that way.
yesterday was an overly emotional day, tho for no good reason. i just promised myself that i'd learn to admit that, bc i'm trying to be mature and all now -- i guess part of that is being able to admit that i have faults and can turn into a blathering baby just like anyone else. not fun, but maybe it'll be good for me in the long run or something.
this weekend was pretty okay. cville was nice; saw a great band from richmond -- modern groove syndicate, i think. it was nice to see diya, max, whit and raj, too. and cville. i was the epitome of the bitter old-timer returning to her old stomping grounds, judging all the change. "when i was here, things were different..." was an oft-muttered whine, tho nothing had changed too drastically, i suppose. the wedding in dc on saturday was standard fare; i think it's safe to say i tried to behave myself, and pulled it off pretty convincingly. i was nicer to my family friends than i'd been in a while, but mostly bc i still felt guilty for how bitchy i'd been last time i saw them. i didn't drink or make a fool of myself (sorry lanette), so no interesting stories there. i did get brutally heaved around the dance floor by the groom's mother, but that's another story altogether.
i guess that's all for now. any more would just be forcing it.